i really should have reconsidered getting out of band the first chance i had. I can honestly say i haven't repeated myself this many times in the last 4 years....
"You have no experience... ive been here for four year you need to shut up and do what your told"
"you dont like something just go to Parker and get it changed."

Honestly... Correct me if im wrong but that sounds easy... NO! here is nicholas telling me that if we actually learned the music in the summer like we were expected that we would sound a lot better by now...
Those of you on marching band know thats not the way to do it.. you learn the drill first then the music...its easier that way.


And like because i have power every body disrespects me. I have been pretty damn nice to all of the kids in band.. except Ramon he is an idiot... and i tried to be nice only he keeps acting like an idiot..BUT i dont know where i went wrong every body throws everything back in my face like im the one in the wrong.
Assholes...

GAH! and the kid isnt even playing a frikken note at all he is just marching to hold a place. GAH!

I hate band i hate the children that are in it. and its too late to get out of it.

What was the last line in Grendel? "poor Grendel he made an accident Poor Grendel?"
Those cant even describe what i feel right now.